a strange strength.
I did my nails the morning after dumping you.
They were long and cute.
I cleaned out my room the following weekend,
tossing away remnants of you.
Then I showered and deleted Snapchat.
I cried and slept, but I did not
crawl back to you.
My friends saw it as an accomplishment.
I see it for what it is -
a strange strength.
I will not give you the satisfaction of seeing me
on my knees again.
I am not reliant. I know how to be
happy without you.