compromising chemistry

I need to get over you

But I wanna speak to you so bad

You’re not helping because we both know

That even though you want me too

I’m my best self when I’m not with you

And you wouldn’t compromise my future

For a greater present now

But when I go to bed each night

I check my phone one last time

For some kind of sign it should be us

I’ll never forget the day we started talking

Or the day that we stopped

I know you’ll always remember; remember it all

I need to talk to you

But I wanna get over you so bad