would it be crazy if I just

called you?

right here, right now, right out of the blue?

how long would we talk

one hour...four?

would it be crazy if I just

showed up at your front door?

would you invite me in to talk over tea

or would you take one look 

and tell me to leave?

would it be crazy if I just

saw you out shopping?

say that I miss you 

and that I was hoping-

no.

I will not give in to these illusions.

I will not give in to any false hope.

I am finally moving on 

and I am learning to cope.

I really thought you were the one

but I was wrong

and now we’re over and done.

goodbye, adieu

you were the first 

and I’ll always love you.