I would not have

Less than a month ago

I would not have trusted a single word from her and

I would not have second-guessed your every text.


Now I cannot believe a thing you say. I doubt 

each message you send my way.

I am finding myself leaning into her words and away 

from yours.


My confidence in you has crashed. My mistrust

for her has melted. 

The world turns

on its axis. 


You lied to me.


Two weeks ago, the love I felt had cleared. 

The indifference of one week ago has sadly shattered.

Resentment, disappointment, and worrisome malice are all that is there.