You didn't even do the bare minimum

I got distracted by the flowers your mom told you to bring over

And the words that you parroted

Like, anyone could do that

What matters is that you didn't do what mattered

You didn't do your research when I got a diagnosis

I was crying after the appointment and yet you were more helpless

A girl who is now one of my best friends had to step in to offer words of comfort that you couldn’t

I sat up late with my mom when you were going through shit 

We scrolled through our phones to find some sort of answer as to what it could be

I do wonder what it would be like currently if the doctors hadn’t saved you for spring

Begging for the bare minimum, the carpet cut my knees

Hurting and hating myself for letting you bring me more misery

Because you didn’t even have the decency to thank my parents

When they invited you into their home and made you meals

You didn’t have the decency when you guilt-tripped me and made a big deal 

Out of emotionally cheating and then took photos from my former friend’s bedroom

The girl I had a falling out with because of what she spilled to other people about me and you

You didn’t have the decency to take me out somewhere nice

And treat me like I heard guys are supposed to treat girls when they’re dating

You never had any decency or respect and I’d bet all my money and all my lost dogs

That you still fucking don’t