I want to talk to you but I'm not going to

Does that hurt?

You only really loved the way that I loved you

Am I wrong about that?

We've both made mistakes and we made it far

I didn't think that I'd think what I am currently thinking

Yet here we are

You lack a filter; I had no caution

You run your mouth; I rashly let you listen

There's no way you didn't have a motive

Was it the spotlight, the attention? Did you do it all for him?

You say you're sorry but then make a bunch of weak excuses

The only thing you seem to care about is the fact that I found out

Not that I'm super disappointed 

Not that our supposed friendship is damaged

Why won't you take some fucking ownership?

I hope you realize that I can't trust you again

Why did you not put our friendship first?

You should have changed the topic away from my personal bullshit

How much more are you guilty of, I now wonder

Don't be mad, you broke the bond

Retracting my half is just my response

To your wrongdoings

There need to be consequences

You have got to see the weight of your words, your actions

You don't deserve anything more than silence

This is not an overreaction

I am not being petty, I am being fair

You simply aren't growing up which means I'm reasonably out growing you

I am not ashamed of my decision to confide in you but rather annoyed

That you still aren't opening your eyes to the turmoil caused by your choice

To betray me

And I'm angry because you also had the audacity

To seek out pity

I don't think we need any middle women

Stop trying to drag our friends into this

Don't lie to them that you've been trying to contact

Me because you have my number

It takes zero effort

To give my phone a call

Endings are never pretty

So I'm not surprised by ours