I’ll wipe your tears away whenever you’re having a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day

I’ll rub your back anytime you have a panic attack and I’ll

Try my hardest to make you smile

No matter how difficult things might get

No matter how messy we may make it

It can always be fixed

I saw sparks

And I felt energy

It wasn’t just the cocaine coursing through

My worn-out veins

I saw a start

That could lead to any outcome

But in the end it can only be one

And I don’t think the universe wants us

How did we get to be so

Lethargic?

How did we end up bowing down to this prick?

I’m ashamed for you, kissing his goddamn boots

Remember me as you resurface

It can always be fixed,

Can’t it?

Games of jeopardy, games of chess

I don’t want to get too attached but I can’t help it when I hear your laugh

The first time you called me pretty, it caught me by surprise

Then you called me beautiful

& the creatures in my stomach started to flutter and then fly

I smelled strawberries

And I tasted them on my trip

You showed me your hiding spot and you let me in

I still lie to my therapist when I get upset

I smelled a temperament

That could lay ruin to balance

But gone already was any logic

And I don’t think our friends like us

Nevermind though, that can be fixed