If you want to know me

Then listen to the songs on my playlists

If you want to understand me

Then check out the notes on my phone

The music I love is as scattered as my thoughts

And I skip and replay and like and create

The words I write are a fraction of the ones in my mind

And each note in that app is a fleeting thought I didn’t want to forget

I want you to know me

But I’ll thwart your discovery

I want you to understand me

But I'll ruin it intentionally