smiling through the tears
I know we’re probably not going to stay friends forever
And I know in the end we won’t be together
But I’m glad I got to meet you
And I’m lucky I got to know you
From dirty jokes and truth or dare
To smiles and laughs and hugs and tears
I only knew you for a year
And we only bonded in the last few months, weeks you had left here
But you had an impact on my life
We helped each other change
For the better
And watched each other grow
Even brighter
Please say you won’t forget our conversations
Or our memories and all our past experiences
I hate those quotes, those people who say
“It’s not a goodbye forever”
But it’s still sad
Because our paths might never cross again
There are always going to be people
Who are easier to say goodbye to
And I could say it to almost anyone else
So I don’t understand why it has to be you
It’s so hard to keep my tears under control
When all I want to do is hug you and never let go
I’m smiling through the tears now,
Smiling just for you
And I promise when I hear the music
I’ll get up and dance like no one’s watching
But even if the whole world was crammed into the same room
I’d still be up and
Dancing just for you
They tell us to stay close
To people who feel like sunshine
But what happens when you have friends
Who are also like the stars,
Always there and shining bright
Our friendship is a million little things and one quiet promise
Sometimes it feels like I’ve known you my whole life
Because that’s how comfortable and close we’ve become
I know it sounds strange but I love you
And even though you’re going somewhere, I’ll still have you
I won’t be seeing you everyday but we can stay in touch
I want you to know my heart feels heavy
Knowing we won’t talk as much
Please swear you won’t forget about me
Because I don’t want to be the only one
Doing the remembering