Please don’t say you love me

You still don’t know everything

Like how I tend to cry floods

That doesn’t mean that I cry a lot, and I am anything but weak

It’s just that if 

I’m watching a movie, or somebody looks at me 

In a way that I find triggering, I might break

Or like how, deep down, I’m afraid I’m not enough…

Maybe I’m too much?

Please don’t say you love me

Because I will likely refuse to believe

That you aren’t going to wake up one morning

And just decide to leave

Loving you comes easy

But if you ask me, if you question it,

No three words will be heard;

My actions will be your only evidence