all in

Friends would still be better than classmates or strangers

You say it’d take time for you to move on

But not ages, that’s not what a hot minute is

I feel like you’ve already got your idea of who’s next

Locked and loaded

Maybe I’m too paranoid

It’s happened before though so I hope you can see

Where I’m coming from

Maybe I get jealous too easily

Because every time I notice another girl checking you out

There’s a sinking feeling in my gut

Whenever we talk about your ex

My whole body goes numb

You should know I’ve contemplated all of the alternatives

To us being together

Not because I don’t like you

Hell you’re one of my favorite people on earth

I just can’t help but think that I don’t deserve

Your calm or hearing your thoughts aloud

I’m rooting so hard for us

But I’m also trying to be a bit cautious