I never truly had you, I know that

But I miss you regardless

I mourn what could have happened

What should have transpired between us

I am not what you want

Or I was, but only for a moment

When there were no other options around

I am not as delusional as one might think

I know my place, which you must think is at your feet

(Is it wrong to wish it was?)

Last night I told Rasheed some of my thoughts

He recommended letting the matter drop

He said it wasn’t that deep, and that I should let it go

But I cannot seem to forget you so easily