You never could get it right
I want admiration
I would like a person who takes photos of me when I'm not looking
Because they need to immortalize the moment we're living
I would like a person who takes pictures of me when I'm sleeping
Because they just need to capture the look on my face when I'm dreaming
I want desire
I crave the sound of my name let out between moans
And a careful connection of minds & eyes, lips & thighs
I crave the after, full of whispers
And sighs interrupted by gentle laughter
I want happiness
I prefer someone I can laugh with
Especially in times so weighted by darkness
I prefer someone who has an awareness
And chooses to use it to improve what they can
I want simplicity
Bring me a leaf you found on the way that you absolutely had to show me
Write me a lovely letter that I'll likely treasure for a long, long while
I'd like confirmation, reassurance, a commitment
I crave your skin, your acknowledgement
I prefer to have a partnership over doing things myself
Although I'm more than alright with being alone