No, it wasn’t any sticks

No, it wasn’t any stones

No, it wasn’t any words

That ended up breaking my bones

I used to have faith,

Used to believe

That there was someone for me

That there was such thing as destiny

Now I'm down in the dirt

On my knees, praying to a god I don't believe in

Asking him,

Begging him

To have mercy on me

I used to own the pain

But now I'm numb

It's not just my heart anymore

I'm so done

I can't give up though

But I can't get up either

"Stuck between a rock and a hard place"

That's what they all say to me

But I know better

It's a bunch of dead ends and corners

No exit signs, no doors

Windows I could squeeze out of

But then I'd be exposed to the sun