chemical imbalance
You have never been the most patient
You can sit still and you can listen
But it takes too much concentration
So you interrupt and move around instead
You feel guilty and you try to stop but it’s so hard
Random thoughts intrude your mind’s
Cluttered emptiness
Blurt them out, one by one, with zero context
I’ll look at you strange
Say, “I don’t get it”
Which hurts you less now that you’re used to
Not being understood
You are like me; we are both human
But I have an easier time not getting distracted
You get caught staring, spaced out, in so many classes
You can barely retain more important information
Yet recite whole passages from things you haven’t even re-read
Because that’d probably bore you to death
It’s fun to get fixated
You have started writing so many stories that way
I can take a guess at how many you’ve managed to finish
As for eye contact, you’ve nearly perfected it
You don’t want to do anything, you need to do more
Tell yourself to start but nothing will work
Repetition kills your cat, curiosity brings it back
Time is truly a mysterious concept, isn't it?
“You’re too intense”
Your brain is at war