I’m sorry I had nothing to say that day

I should have been there,

Should have picked up the phone

Should have called back,

Shouldn’t have left you alone

You meant the world to me

And now that world is gone

But I’m still existing and I’ll keep on breathing

Just know it isn’t easy

To live a life without you by my side

I should have kissed you harder,

Held you longer,

Listened better

And I know you hurt

And I know you felt tired

But if only I knew what you were really going through

Things might have turned out okay for you