Spending time on functional strength training now

So I won’t have to rely on others later

Tricking myself by turning the clock

And setting my watch minutes earlier

This way, I can’t get caught by surprise, right?

Spending time on reading and writing because 

I don’t want to trust the wrong person with my feelings

Thinking myself to sleep by analyzing

To avoid misunderstanding

Don’t worry darling,

This is me coping